Do you ever feel like you're sleeping, and can't wake up?
Or like you're a much cooler person than the life you're living?
I feel like that every day. I feel like my life has halted to a stop, like I'm waiting for something to happen, for the good part to get here.
I just need to do something, anything to wake me up. I'm afraid that one day, years from now, I'll wake up and wonder where the hell my life went.
I have problems with comparing myself to other people. One person, in particular. I look at this person's life, and it's everything I'm supposed to want. (And in my stupid mind, have already.) Young, beautiful, married, kids, a career. I'm 24 years old, a year out of college with no career path, and I'm alone.
It's difficult for me to not compare myself with others, to tell myself that God has awesome plans for me that I can't even dream of. But I can't help wondering when my life is actually going to start.