Thursday, May 26, 2011

Ok, this isn't fun anymore.

This "being an adult" thing.

I'm tired of getting up early after not enough sleep
going to work
going to another work
getting home at 11 at night
going to sleep later than I should
and doing it again
after day
after day.

I'm tired of bills
and money
and bills
and groceries
and money
and bills.

I'm tired of having coworkers
instead of friends.
I'm tired of working and sleeping
instead of having a social life.

I'm tired of being responsible.
I want to be reckless,
do something impulsive
and stupid
and bad for me.

I know that no one said
life is fun all the time,

But life has been pretty un-fun lately.
Stop the ride. I want to get off.


  1. I can certainly relate to the "wanna do something reckless and out of the ordinary" bit. In case you were worried you were the only one, you aren't. I live a pretty plain jane blah whatever sort of life. It would be nice to spice things up a bit. If you come up with any good ideas, let me hear it! :)

  2. I hear ya! I've been waking up tired everyday for about 2 weeks now, no matter how early I get to bed, and I'm ready for a break from being a responsible adult. Thankfully I'm going to visit you in TWO WEEKS! :D

  3. I know exactly what you mean! I'm sorry life is getting this way for deserve much better. I would suggest making a change in any way you can. Don't be afraid to take what you want and don't look back. And hang out with Emily when she comes. She's little and needs you to reach the things on the top shelf.

  4. I feel the same way. Sorry it's been rough lately.

    -Matt j.